My "moral crisis"

I am sorry that so abruptly turn from one topic to another
, but simply I have now is not a very good mood that would reflect on this ... I have now, "spiritual crisis" (sorry for my slang) I just all dick !
Study bother me very much, and I am suffering with it, but I myself wanted it. I also want very much to the club.= ( But no time at all. I have no money that would buy a pair of new boots that I probably would not bend the least. I'm very angry lately and a lot of drink!
Sorry : D